It's Been Awhile

Man! Basically, everything that I wrote about in my last post is completely different.

I broke up with my boyfriend. Like forever ago it seems like. Every once in awhile, we'll text but it is very much platonic now. I've gone out with a couple guys since and of course I've had my crushes but I'm thinking I'm going to just lay low on the boy front the remainder of this year that I home. Honestly, I think the relationship I was in just moved way too fast. We didn't know what we were doing and we definitely weren't ready for all of it. Sometimes, even though it seems like forever, I wonder about him. I wonder if he thinks about me. But I don't let myself dwell on that.

Anyways, school is going really great. I'm acing basically everything. And it is so completely different from last year that I feel like I can do anything now. I'm changing my major. Again. And maybe again after this change. I'm thinking sociology. While communications is what I know I'm good at, sociology is completely interesting. I love every class related to it that I've taken. But now I'm thinking a little about going into some kind of special needs therapy. I've always liked the idea of working with special needs kids. I've done a bit of volunteer work with it but I would love to be really involved with it.

Looking for a job sucks. Did you know that? I've been on the hunt since I got home in like April and not a single job has come from it. I know that it'll happen when it's meant to happen but I need a job. And I'm just so frustrated with my lack of progress. It's hard to tell people I'm saving money when I'm not making money to save.

Well. It's already getting close to Christmas season which means I'm basically half way done with my year at home. And I find this incredibly exciting. I don't think I realized how much I would miss it or want to go back before it was happening. I'm hoping things continue to move forward and the rest of this "mandatory vacation away from the frozen wasteland" will fly by.